My friend invited me to a party today. Games, fun, friends, all that stuff. I said yes, because i need to get out more. He didn't know, I would have rather stayed home and talked to mo.
We had a bit of a disagreement yesterday, nothing major. She says shes been sending mixed signals. I told her that they werent mixed, they all pointed toward that direction.
She told me that she wasnt sure if it was the right direction. I think it is.
One of the problems she has is the fact that shes had nothing but bad luck with, "the L word." Love.
I believe i can convince her to love the word again, its so beautiful, the most amazing thing on earth. If its real.
Its real for me.
So, ill probably talk to her later today... The problem is, the closer friends we get, the farther away from a relationship we get. Or maybe its closer. I dont know at this point.
There have been a few times where the thought of stopping all contact with her has drifted into my head... it always leaves immediately. If I cant have her as a partner, I have to be happy with her as a friend... for now.
I just wish she understood...
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