Ok, so heres the deal. For about, i dont know, a year, maybe? Ive been friends with this girl named Mo, who has nearly crossed the line of absolute perfection. Shes sweet, she listens, shes funny, cares, beautiful- I can't stop thinking about her. Only problem is- we know eachother online.
If you plan to pass judgement, stop here.
Heres the story. For the time the we knew eachother, we became great friends, sharing everything with eachother. She'd tell me the problems she had, and I'd help her with them and try to comfort her, maybe turn them into a joke if she was really feeling down.
Then recently, we began to talk on yahoo, where previously we had been chatting through site messages, which worked out ok.
Once we began to talk on yahoo, we had more fun than ever, olaying truth or dare, things like that.
One day I invited somebody i know, hoops, to join in.
After the game, and knowing her for A HALF AND HOUR, he decided he had to have her.
After an hour of consistent arguing, I left the chatroom. Later, mo asked me why I had been so defensive. As soon as she asked me that, it hit me: I was in love with mo.
I couldnt stand too much secrecy, its just the way I am, so i confessed my feelings. 10 seconds later i told her i was just messing around, which she wasnt too happy with, but we moved on. Thats the great thing about mo, she doesnt blow things out of porportion, if i spelled that right.
Tomorrow, I asked her to ask me some really deep, and painful questions, a game I liked to play once in a while. After a half hour of slowly building her to it, she finally asked the question: Did i mean it or not. I told her the truth.
Then, I gave her 3 choices, 1. stay friends, 2. confess returned feelings, or 3. tell me to go away, and leave her aloone, even as a friend. She told me there was no way she would let me go, even if she had to chain me to a tree. I just sat there.
So now, she had 2 choices. I expected her to pick one immediately, turns out i was wrong. she told me I made her laugh, was a really sweet guy, and seems to always care about her problems. Wouldnt you believe it, she picked 2. I was amazed a beautiful girl like her would say anything like that about a guy like me.
So, we tried a relationship. It lasted all of 3 days. Her extremely jealous friend, who i believe is a nazi, would have none of it. So, by what she though was mutual agreement, we broke up. I acted ok with it, but inside I was heartbroken.
So, eventually, after a lot of talking, anger, sleep loss, appetite loss, and heartbreak, we cleaned the slate. Though we talk like were friends now, despite her cute way of flirting, I can't get her out of my head. I still love her, and for as long as I talk to her, I wont stop loving her. all of you who didnt listen to my warning before, dont pass judgement.
You wouldnt understand untill you mean a woman like mo: beautiful, intelligent, sweet, funny, and almost a little sexy in a cute way.
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