Religion: The Ultimate Obstacle.
Im A christian, she isnt. What else can I say?
We had a long talk about it today. I pressured her into trying ift for a bit, to see if it went alright. She said yes
I took it back 5 minutes later.
I told her how i didnt want to pressure her into something she didnt really want to do. She certainly has the heart for it, it's in there somewhere. I just need to help her discover it.
Shes had her troubles. Her first boyfriend, matt, aka scumbag, was a christian, and cheated on her. Her family split up partyl because of religion differences. Shes stubborn about it, but I'm convinced that somewhere in her, she really wantts to try it. Until then, I'll spend my time trying not to bring it up. Wont work though.
Im A christian, she isnt. What else can I say?
We had a long talk about it today. I pressured her into trying ift for a bit, to see if it went alright. She said yes
I took it back 5 minutes later.
I told her how i didnt want to pressure her into something she didnt really want to do. She certainly has the heart for it, it's in there somewhere. I just need to help her discover it.
Shes had her troubles. Her first boyfriend, matt, aka scumbag, was a christian, and cheated on her. Her family split up partyl because of religion differences. Shes stubborn about it, but I'm convinced that somewhere in her, she really wantts to try it. Until then, I'll spend my time trying not to bring it up. Wont work though.
Im afraid this is hurting our relationship.
Please god, help her to understand...
from mo's blog:
Dear God,
Dear God,
I can't believe i'm actually writing you one, but believe it or not, i am. Sure, it wasn't originally my idea to, but hey, i'm writing.Don't take this the wrong way, but i still don't think religion is a good thing. I'm sure you're told this alot, and i'm sorry i can't be someone that agrees with you, personally. Well, if you're as Great and All Seeing as everybody says you are, i'm sure you understand my reasons.Anyways, the main reason why i'm writing, is because i'm doing it on Trial. I'm not sure how this is going to go, but i hope it goes the way it's supposed.If you even care,Mo.
Dear Dan,
Today has got to be the scariest day i've ever had. The entire time you were talking, i was just waiting for you to say "i can't take it anymore". I mean, i know you wouldn't, but it felt like it. I'm not that confident in things like this. And the conversation topic just made me feel worse. Literally, i almost cried during it. I know you mean well, and i agree, it would give us something else in common. But, as lame as this sounds, i don't want to. I like who i am.Yes, you did tell me afterwards that you didn't mean to pressure me into something i didn't want. But i could tell that you were only saying that to be nice. I understand that you really do want me to do this for you. And i'll try. But, for this, i'm not making any promises on the results.One day down, two more to go.Love,Mo.
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